A boring little update to help me clear my worries and start MAKING! ⋆˚꩜｡

 Hello, I have been without wifi for a few days now, 16 days to be specific. This has hindered me immensely and has kept me from making all the blog posts I've been wanting to make. And surprise, I have forgotten all of them and neglected to write them down of course. I am working on making videos to add to my archieve of creation and recorded a few awful ones to work on. 

I've made some plans that I do not want to write for fear of them not coming true, but I am so forward thinking that the present is less and less on my mind. I am thinking of other cities and other jobs. I even dream of baseball. 

Some things that arrived yesterday for The Roommate

I've been sending lots of letters, some for Valentone's day (one of my fav days!), and many just because. I fear one of my most importnat ones has been lost in the mail, but I have learned a lot of letting go from this. I hope seeing my letters is fun for the carriers too. I decorate the envelopes and write little messages on the outside that I dont mind the world seeing.

I've been on hold without wifi for no reason. Just because I can't use the web on my computer didn't mean it was useless but I lost hope of making without youtube on the big screen. I am going to make up for this by making a mini zine, I think and also working on some minor projects. I want to write for myself and show nobody. Though I was a little successful. I started drawing again in a physical notebook which is something I really haven't done (outside of class doodling) in years. 

All of this to say I will start planning and recording my ideas into plans. I have so many foggy images in my head of what I want to do. This may mean that I start carrying a third daily notebook. I already have my tiny journal (if it was bigger i'd consolidate) and a planner (for day to day). I'm working on my process to start making better things. I am sitting at my desk more so that my arms don't hurt or I'm not tempted to just tuck myself in. Next will be list-making!

With all the non-computer time, I have been watching a lot of YouTube, esp Nisipisa's badge hunter videos and I was inspired. I have made a sporcle account and I am at a 16 day streak. I must do anything to keep me from shorts and reels. I will put my sporcle profile on my blog and you can check in on how bad I am at the only thing I have, trivia. I'm also thinking of making videos about sporcle attempts, though I only know how to play on my phone. You guys just have to promise to not make fun of my spelling.

this will be me soon......!

Anyways, thats all I got for this life/creative/mind update. More to come I promise!!

Bye!!