I love you KSFR

 I've been listening to a lot of public radio as I wait for vinesauce to upload. The station I have found is KSFR (101.1 in northern NM). You can check in on their site, which also means I can listen in wherever I am. I like how it can be anything and there's nothing I can do about it. I started my morning with a story about the Gaza Flotilla and then listened to this, which is the closest I've ever gotten to actually reading Marx. 

I also like to listen to the music they play from all sorts of genres. If I don't listen to enough genres duirng the week I get bored with music. I've only become interested in the past day or so. I haven't actually spent a lot of time with the station but I 've already experienced so much. I really loved Jazz et Cetera which I did some stretches to before work on Friday. 

Other things going on include being tired, applying to jobs and thinking about this drawbridge opperator job I applied to. I don't really think I'll get it, I have almost no nautical experience, but I love to dream of different places and different lives I could lead. 

I started this on May 2nd, and since then I have applied with the Roommates for an apartment, I was rejected from the Drawbridge Opperator Job and I have grown the balls to ask my managers for references and so I am applying to better things than just the dredges of Indeed. 

I am still listening to KSFR when I can, I am surprised I have kept this up, I am now lsitening when I walk sometimes, though I prefer when its mostly music, which has changed now that the money drive has started. I am hoping to donate when I get paid next week. 

I also saw the Michael Jackson movie, high and eating popcorn with mustard. I saw it with the Coworkers and it was a great time. He is not someone I know a whole lot about, I really didn't know about the whole burns thing. I liked the cgi animals because I am terrified of chimps and do not want to look at a real one. 

This might be all I do as the heat gets turned up on my life... this blog may be a bit on pause until my weekends become more clear... I keep telling people I will leave them and it is very painful to do. I came here not knowing anyone, and for a while I thought I never would. But I did make a life in Santa Fe, I failed at avaiding nesting, even if it was only emotionally. 

That's all for this little blog post that somehow took me 9 days to write. 💚