When we moved, we all were waiting for the Bad Thing. What was going to go wrong. Everything was so good and so easy, we thought something had to balance out. We thought it would be The Roommate's eye troubles. A long, boring to describe problem that has been going on longer than the lease.
I don't know how much I believe in a universal balance, but I have had to pay the price of this move. My biggest breakup has been completely new territory. I don't know how to tell anyone. Coworker Bracket knows and some of my best friends don't. I don't even know what I feel. I don't know what I want. I redid my room.
I've always been myself, but now that I'm no longer part of a pair, my brain is focusing on only me, I'm trying to turn off the "Would he like it?" question. That doesn't mean anything about him, just that the future was always us and now it is not.
This is a bit of a short post, just a life update.
posting again soon!
krill ๐
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